Life Keeps Moving

Today I talked with my husband about watching kids at home. This would allow me to stay home with Konor and still earn money. I would only want to watch 2 or 3 other kids maybe ages 1-4. Parents would have to bring their own supplies, I can't afford to pay for all of their food and diapers etc. I am so scared to do it. I don't know if it's because it's something new or if I feel like I would miss my job.

So I have to see what happens in the next couple of months with life. Things at work may be getting exciting, as in a possible promotion. I want to be with my son more than anything, but I want to offer him a life full of fun experiences and I want to be able to afford it. I don't know what to do.

I already have a plan in my head if I was to take take on a few kids. I've been a teacher before for Early Childhood, so I know what to do and I know what to expect. I almost want to take care of "slope kids". You know, the kids whose family only needs care 2 weeks on, 2 weeks off. That would be sweet!!

What should I do??